If you’ve read the description I wrote about myself that I have placed at the sidebar of this weblog, you’ll see that I described myself as a frustrated singer, frustrated artist, frustrated everything. This is true, considering that I’ve never been best at a specific thing. I’m only a moderate kind of person, somewhat like what they call the jack-of-all-trades. It has always been this group of things that I do (and try to do) but I’ve never been actually superior at doing them. Not even one of them.

If only I could actually be great at just one thing, then I’ll feel that I’m actually be useful to myself and to other people.

And right now, once again, this is what I feel. Argh. There’s just so much I want to learn. I browse through the web and see what amazing talents and skills some people are blessed with and I envy them so much. I realize that my senior year in college was a big waste of time too. I think that, maybe if I hadn’t spent so much of my time on some crappy things (that should be left unmentioned), I would’ve learned much by now, especially the field I chose to be in.

There’s just so much I want to learn. And so little time. I know I’m not that old yet, but I can’t help but feel frustrated right now and feel the I’ve just wasted my time unlearning things. I have to get back on the learning track. I owe it to myself.

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