Ok. So I was bored last night, hence this new layout. FYI, this theme is not mine. I downloaded it somewhere and just edited the images and CSS until the layout finally looked like this. I think I like this better than the previous one. It’s simple and look, it’s purple!

Wishful Thinking — that’s what I do day in and day out. I wish for a lot of things, and even though I know they are far from happening, I incessantly hold my breath and say them over and over everyday. I know what you’re thinking though.. there is another word for someone like me who keeps wishing in vain.. a “fool”.

Moving On -

I lost my cellphone last week. Don’t ask me how, I don’t know myself. When I got home after seeing a movie at the mall, I rummaged through my bag to find my phone. I didn’t panic at first because that sort of thing always happens to me. I usually misplace it inside the house and I have to have someone ring it for me so I’ll know where it is. But that night, I looked into my bag and walked to and fro inside the house a few times, but it was nowhere to be found. Deej tried to call my number but it was already out of coverage area. It was confirmed. My phone is gone.. for good! :(

I had a hard time sleeping that night since I kept thinking how and where I lost my phone.. It was either someone stole it from inside my bag or I dropped it and I was too careless to even notice. Finally, I decided to stop torturing myself by thinking about the possibilities since it’s not gonna bring my phone back anyway and damn I was already close to tears!

That phone was a gift from an uncle and I lost it. I hardly care about its worth money-wise since it was an old phone and it malfunctions occasionally (sometimes it shuts off by itself!). But it was just so dear and precious because of all the memories it holds for me. Stored in its internal memory are text messages from a special someone and photos of my family, relatives, former colleagues, and friends back home. It was an access to my memories of the previous year and it’s all gone. Now I only have my “actual” memory but we all know how that can be even more dysfunctional and inaccurate. Lol.

I’ve put up posters of my Nokia 6610i.. maybe someone will find it and return it to me…

My Nokia 6610i

Hehe. Of course I know that’s not at all possible. And of course I didn’t really put up posters. Lol! I just miss the little thing so much! Deej had a picture of my cellphone from a while back which I’ve already forgotten about. So when he showed it to me a few days ago I honestly felt my heart skip a beat! Waah. So pathetic.

Today, I have to deal with letting go and moving on.. It was my cellphone’s fate and now I have to face it.

Goodbye, old friend! I’ll never forget you..