I’m working on graveyard shift this week, and since there’s plenty of time to spare, I’ve been thinking of blogging but the problem is… I can’t think of anything sensible to write! :(

I don’t know why that is so when it’s impossible that nothing is happening in my life. So maybe there is nothing worth-blogging and my life is simply boring that way that I couldn’t even put any of it into words.

Maybe I could write about my college friends who I met up with last weekend. Ai-ai was here so we took her around for a bit. We walked around the mall and talked about the things that are keeping us busy these days and asked about how everyone else from our batch were doing. I missed hanging out with them. It’s been 2 years since we graduated; time surely flies.

Or I could share how WordPress is driving me absolutely nuts! Fortunately, I have a very pretty friend who’s patient and kind enough to explain the basics and install some plugins for me. Haha. I’m having a hard time learning stuff by myself these days… It seems that I prefer spoonfeeding!

I could also write about my brother who’s coming here next week to join us. He’s going job-hunting too so let’s all hope that works out for the best.

Also, I watched Pride & Prejudice on DVD yesterday, and I think it’s a “nice” film. Hehe. You get the point. :P

I’m finally done reading Kafka On The Shore by Haruki Murakami last week, and I have to say that I enjoyed it. For a fantasy novel, it was rather interesting. And I like the way the author included a lot of historical facts that I’ve never heard before. So you could say I learned quite a few from it.

My high school has finally launched its official website. I got all nostalgic just browsing through it. A lot has changed since the year I graduated high school (March 2000). And I’m thinking that it would be really nice if I could come and visit my alma mater one of these days.

I went to see Nacho Libre with Deej tonight. Jack Black was pretty hilarious. But it was obviously a low-budgeted film, so one must not expect too much.

And.. this weight-reduction thing is harder that I thought! Waah.

But on to more serious stuff…

Sometimes I feel that no matter what I do or how hard I try the effort that I’m exerting is still in vain. I mean, how does one really prove his or her worth when that’s not really how things are supposed to be? Do things have to take time? Or does one just have to make up his or her mind, give up whatever it is, and see the bigger picture — that it is not meant to be — so would you just stop pushing it!

But, if you ask me now, I just want to do something special for people. I want to help whoever that may need my help. I want to be able to help my family more. I want to serve God, but I don’t know how I can do that now. I want to minister to children, maybe teach in a Sunday School like I used to so I could share Bible stories and see the amazed looks on the kids’ faces.. I think that would really give me much fulfillment and help me forget how I’m feeling sort of worthless right now. There are a lot of things that I feel I want to do but in the situation that I am now, I feel very limited. And that makes me kinda sad..

Eek. Just as I suspected earlier, this blog entry wouldn’t make much sense. So please excuse me, I think I need some sleep.

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